You know, a few days ago, this friend of mine from sec4 Exp talked to me when we were quarantined after sci prac exam.
This friend asked about my life, am I alright and stuff. So I wondered why. ahhahahahaha!
Then he told me he was reading my blog and he saw how cui my life was and stuff.
Just wanna clarify, my life not so cui, I’m actually very fine and I do spend my time with God to chill and stuff.
But that’s not the point of posting this post.
I really wanna say that even in times of hopelessness, when everything seems so complicated, we can’t just give up.
I really am not the kind of guy who will loose hope, well I did last time when I was younger and didn’t see the light.
Right now I know that I’m in the light, I was hand picked by God out of the darkness I once was in.
I didn’t fall back inside the pit hole of darkness. I choose to stay in the light, where I know that I belong.
God has placed me in a position where I could bring this little light of mine to shine where I go.
Tell you the truth, I’m just stating some of the struggles that I go through in life in my blog.
The truth is, if I were to share my blessings, I’d do that everyday on my blog, but I don’t have the time.
I don’t mean it’s not important, but I kinda got the things that I burden for on my blog more.
I know that this is one of the most challenging time I will face in my life – O lvl, brother, youth ministry, hopekids ministry, personal walk with God, 4 sheep.
I know that it will drain the hell out of me. I gotta balance between my friends in sch that I care about too!
I know that it is tough, it is challenging, it will be impossible to go through all these alone.
But I know that I can do anything through Him who gives me strength.
I found my hope in my times of hopelessness.
-Jericho Ho Jun Lin